What's going on with you?

well, I'm pretty well fucked now. Not only did the student housing people find my boyfriend in my apartment when he wasn't supposed to be, but they also found my weed. So I'm getting kicked out of my apartment.

And my fucking heel broke on my shoes on the way home, just to top off a lovely fucking day.

Jesus. Sometimes it feels like there's somebody up there who fucking hates me.

I'm spending the night at my boyfriend's apartment, and I'm supposed to have til saturday to get my shit out. After that, I dunno when I'll be around, since I don't know if I can steal any internet at his place or not. We'll see, but I doubt it.

yay for having to move to the hood. fuck. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
 
:? Poor honey. Did they just came into your flat and accidently found your weed? Are they allowed to do that?
 
Katharina said:
Brotha Ajax said:
Katharina said:
Don`t you have a room on your own where you can just be alone?
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Yeah, I got my room, but I have to keep my door open. She always bitches at me when I close it,as if she HAS to see me or some shit. She's hella nosy.
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What would happen if you just closed it in front of her nose?
Everybody has to be alone sometimes. Even my nosey roommates accepts that. When people won´t leave me alone for days (friends to sleep here, bf to stay here for days, no moment on my own) I get nervous and aggressive.

I think dh (who I love more and more ;-) that wasso sweet of you) wrote a lot of helpful things.
My advice for you is that you need to reduce your stress level, which is easily said.
But hurting yourself or stabbing the matress won´t work on this. Maybe this sounds weird to you but you could do sports like jogging to get rid of the adrenaline. It helps to make your head free and relax all that muscles in your back. Plus, you get your butt trained. :mrgreen:
Good luck to you.
I know a year is long but you can look forward to moving out.
It will be great to hae your own place.
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If I closed the door in her face, she would get all butt-hurt and bitch and shitty. Plus, my dad doesn't want me to disrespect her since she's still my mom and god is watching me, which is what my dad says. Even though I don't believe in that shit. She would just bitch more, making me more pissed off, because I hate the sound of her voice and the sight of that bitch.
 
Maybe you have just to stand it then. Close the door, you are 19! In Germany you would be allowed to elect, so i guess having a closed door should be ok.

Nothing against your dad, but he moved out, so he does not have to stand the situation as you have to. I surely think one should respect their parents.
But its not disrespectful to me to close the door to your room and have a little silence as a 19yo. And parents should respect their children as well, you know? respect is a sword with two sides.
 
Naw, my dad is living with us right now. But he's doing my mom a favor, not the other way around. He's helping my mom save money, but she's such a dipshit and is horrible with her money and always spends it. He's given her so much money over the past week or so that h'es been here. Like almost 2 grand I think, and she act's like the money is entitled to her like a birth right. And then her dumb ass spends it. The bitch is stressing my dad out, so he's moving back to Alabama sooner than planned. He's sick of her and so am I. She's part of the reason why he was hella stressed yesterday. His chest was hurtin' and he was having trouble breathing and his hand went numb. My dad has been down the fucking courthouse over 20 times in the last 2-3 years because of her. Fucking bitch talking about my dad wasn't taking care of me, knowing damn well he was. That bitch is all about money. Ironic, because she has none. that bitch thinks she's slick, but I see through it. I see through the fuckin' bullshit. You may have some others fooled, but not me mufucka!!
 
Seriously I think I am on a verge of a nervous break down....I think its the end of the road for my man and I .....what a joke!
 
Got back late Monday night from vacation to Florida with some friends!! It was great and relaxing-then yesterday it was back to the real world!!! It's always nice to get away from the grind!!!!! :D :D
 
Katharina said:
:? Poor honey. Did they just came into your flat and accidently found your weed? Are they allowed to do that?
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No, they came in for "inspections", which they are more than allowed to do. Only thing is, inspections don't happen til next week, and last I checked BUSTING THE FUCKING DOOR IN was not part of inspection protocol. The bitch seriously busted the door open before my boyfriend could get to the door to answer it. And then of course they searched my apartment after kicking him out, and now I'm screwed, cause I have no income yet. The phone psychic shit hasn't been situated yet, and while i might have gotten the other job I interviewed for today, I won't start til next week, and it's still gonna be forever before I get paid. I really don't know what to do right now, cause staying with my boyfriend at his apartment is likely a bad idea and going to cause me a lot of stress, I don't have any money, my loans won't help me til this quarter is over, and it's gonna take 700 bucks minimum to get into an apartment.

And the worst part is it's my fucking fault for leaving my weed out, though honestly it feels more like somebody sent them after me, and if that's the case then I was fucked regardless.
 
shyandsweet said:
Got back late Monday night from vacation to Florida with some friends!! It was great and relaxing-then yesterday it was back to the real world!!! It's always nice to get away from the grind!!!!! :D :D
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what part of FL?

you should have waved to me! ;)
 
I am finishing packing and getting ready to leave. Tomorrow I am moving to Dubai for 2 years. I am excited and nervous. I am always nervous when I move to a new country but I am sure I will be fine.
I am a bit sad though because I feel like I am leaving something behind that I can't take with me. Being back in my home and native land for these past months has been great. Canada is a great place.

I know I have to leave things behind but I hope they follow me there.

I will not be posting for a while as it takes time to get an internet connection, so take care people!

Ma'a Salaama
 
We went to Destin! I did wave to you! I love the sunshine state! Even though I am fair complected I love the beach! I could move to Florida! :D :D
 
vanilla2chai said:
I am finishing packing and getting ready to leave. Tomorrow I am moving to Dubai for 2 years.
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I am jealous! I'd love to visit Dubai! Good luck to you.

shyandsweet said:
Even though I am fair complected I love the beach!
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:smt007 :smt007 :smt007
 
Thanks Jelly! I forgot you live in Florida too! I love the sunshine state! My boyfriend lives in Maryland and we are talking about where to live in the future!
 
Bout to go to Florida to visit my cousin tomorrow. Geah! Gonna be and epic, nutty ass time.
 
disposableheroine said:
Katharina said:
:? Poor honey. Did they just came into your flat and accidently found your weed? Are they allowed to do that?
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No, they came in for "inspections", which they are more than allowed to do. Only thing is, inspections don't happen til next week, and last I checked BUSTING THE FUCKING DOOR IN was not part of inspection protocol. The bitch seriously busted the door open before my boyfriend could get to the door to answer it. And then of course they searched my apartment after kicking him out, and now I'm screwed, cause I have no income yet. The phone psychic shit hasn't been situated yet, and while i might have gotten the other job I interviewed for today, I won't start til next week, and it's still gonna be forever before I get paid. I really don't know what to do right now, cause staying with my boyfriend at his apartment is likely a bad idea and going to cause me a lot of stress, I don't have any money, my loans won't help me til this quarter is over, and it's gonna take 700 bucks minimum to get into an apartment.

And the worst part is it's my fucking fault for leaving my weed out, though honestly it feels more like somebody sent them after me, and if that's the case then I was fucked regardless.
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So what are you going to do now?

I need a roomate after 1st of october, so why dont you come over, haha.
 
Katharina said:
disposableheroine said:
Katharina said:
:? Poor honey. Did they just came into your flat and accidently found your weed? Are they allowed to do that?
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No, they came in for "inspections", which they are more than allowed to do. Only thing is, inspections don't happen til next week, and last I checked BUSTING THE FUCKING DOOR IN was not part of inspection protocol. The bitch seriously busted the door open before my boyfriend could get to the door to answer it. And then of course they searched my apartment after kicking him out, and now I'm screwed, cause I have no income yet. The phone psychic shit hasn't been situated yet, and while i might have gotten the other job I interviewed for today, I won't start til next week, and it's still gonna be forever before I get paid. I really don't know what to do right now, cause staying with my boyfriend at his apartment is likely a bad idea and going to cause me a lot of stress, I don't have any money, my loans won't help me til this quarter is over, and it's gonna take 700 bucks minimum to get into an apartment.

And the worst part is it's my fucking fault for leaving my weed out, though honestly it feels more like somebody sent them after me, and if that's the case then I was fucked regardless.
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So what are you going to do now?

I need a roomate after 1st of october, so why dont you come over, haha.
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hah, I'd totally take you up on that if I could. I've wanted to see Germany for a while now. No money for an apartment here means no money for travelling, though! >.<

I don't know what I'm going to do. I was supposed to move in with my boyfriend at his place, but now his aunt has moved in with him (but she didn't tell him until afterward). And she hates me, beyond hating me. Not to mention it's only a one bedroom apartment. So...I really don't know. I've got til Saturday at 6pm to figure something out.
 
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