The first i remeber was wanting to become an astrophysicist, or an archaeologist, or an marine biologist. Then a fighter pilot. Then I became wild child and didn't wanna do nothing. then in lost my way from my doing nothing path. Smh. Lol
We've all been there. I once said that if I was not either a musician, actor or writer, I would rather be dead. I'll never forget a conversation I had with an artist in the shopping mall I hung out in. He asked me, " What do you wanna do with your life?"
I said," Well..."
He interjected by saying, "Don't tell me that you wanna fuck all the girls. What do you wanna do with your life? What do you wanna be?"
I said," I want to be an actor."
"An actor, huh?"
"Yes, an actor."
"Okay, I'll introduce you to my brother. He worked on the set of the film East Of Eden. You tell him you wanna be an actor, and he's gonna laugh in your face."
"Why?"
"What do you have to offer?"
"Well, I have wanted this all my life and I can act and I look good."
"Is that all?"
"I guess."
"You gotta have a lot more than good looks and the dream to act. A lot more. You may not understand it now. But you will later."
When I took drama in college, the artist's words were not only prophetic, but true. I had to learn all over again and realized that I had to be extremely lucky when it came to the field of acting. Lucky and disciplined.