who is the dude....brain mcknight singing one last cry or something? dude come off the ledge. dont jump. there are other women in the world.
Move on, you clearly would not know how to act if she gave you some, because you do not know how to act now even though she has never given you the time of day. It was evident even in high school women could sense most guys that are like you, that they would never be able to get rid of you if they did give you the time of day, or they would just be able to walk all over you. Most women do not want a weak man. You need to take a hard look at yourself if you really want a woman worth having. If I were your older brother I would have beat the hell out of you by now. I don't mean to sound crass but grow up!!
Jesus fucking Christ. Yeah, you're creepy. You sound like a stalker who is going to get so upset by the fact you can't have her you end up murdering her and possibly killing yourself afterwards. When they search your house after they find hundreds of pictures of her all over your walls and like a shrine of her used tampons, hair and shit like that. You need to move the fuck on.