I have good and great news in my life:
- i just learned i might get promoted at work - 4 years of hard work and my studies before that seem to be paying off now (finally).......
- 'great' news is that on Thursday i finally decided to 'dump' the guy i was seeing for the last 2 months... as i said in another post something just didn't feel 'right'. So I saw him on Thursday and explained I didn't think it was working between us and I didn't see it going any furhter and that I decided it was the last time I ever saw him. He said a strange thing : 'I know what you mean - I am confused at the moment, can you give me some time?' I was like WTF? Anyway, I just left and to be honest was relieved I had the guts to end it... Apparently, he is 'not quite over his last gf as yet'. I am like 'whatever, move on!' (saying to myself). Wasn't hurt or anything just ANGRY he didn't talk to me about that BEFORE (I did try to 'talk' before). That's what I told him - that he only had the balls to tell me all that only now because I didn't want him anymore! I know cruel, but true!
anyway that was on Thursday, surprise surprise on Friday he starts calling me like mad (I don't answer) then he starts texting how 'he needs to see me to explain himself' and 'how he needs me to give him a second chance'. I reply and that no, he wont be getting another chance. Then he keeps texting begging me to see him on Sat (today) to 'talk'. I still say no.
Anyway, I am coming closer to the 'great' news now...
Yesterday I go out for a drink in the area where I live (and where me and him used to meet for 'dates') - I am sitting by the river with a friend from work just having a nice glass of white wine and planning to go home to bed soon and i see... HIM... with another girl..... ha ha ha NICE ONE, a? He is just walking past us and.. our eyes lock (so he def knows I SAW him)... then my eyes travel to the girl he is with - she is cute enough, the same type as me (tall with brown hair) but probably 5-7 years younger than me... She has lots of lip-gloss going on for her and is smiling as she looks adoringly at him (or is it all in my head?) anyway, they pass by and i try to pretend nothing happened and just keep talking to my friend and even smile and laugh at her jokes... I don't tell her that's the guy I was seeing (she knows the name, but never met him)...
I go home as if in bluurrr... I don't know which planet I am on... I am not hurt (I didn't want the guy anyway!) but I am in shock and sooo confused and disappointed.... couldn't he at least chose another area for their 'meeting'???
I go home to bed, switch off my phone and have nightmares all night. When I wake up and switch my phone back on - sure thing there are all these messages - saying how she was 'just a girl he knows' and how 'he really only wants / needs me' and 'could i give him a chance to explain'...
All i want is to reply with something like 'you are just full of sh***t'. but i am not going to honour him even with one word...
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