When Did You Realize White Women Were For You?

:lol: Hi, I'm new here, just wanted to ask all you guys in here at what year or age or time in your life did you accept the fact that you were hooked to white chicks?

For me, it was freshman year of high school. I was about 14 or 15. The first 9 years of my life i went to an ALL WHITE preppy catholic co-ed (boys and girls) school up until 3rd grade. They say those years in a child's life are the most formative as to what type of adult they will be. You are like a sponge and your surroundings at that time shape your personality forever. Maybe that is why I am the way I am. I experienced TONS of racism there as a child and fought kids endlessly who called me the N word. Some would say a child can go one of two routes at this point. Forever hate white people and think they are all the same, RACIST BASTARDS!....OR you could spend the rest of your life trying to prove to them you are NOT so different from them. Who knows what effect this had on me but it seems I took that second route.

I love rap music and rock equally, and dress "somewhat" hip hop but only because that is what is expected of me. When most people get to know me, they are shocked at some of the things I like or bands I listen to, etc. Anyways, i moved from that all white school when I was 10 and went to a mostly black school for the next 4 years. Then i spent junior high school at an all boy military academy.

At this point, i hadn't seen a girl AT ALL for two years and was 14 and ready to start high school. I joined the football team and at my high school, that meant instant popularity. It was a very racially diverse and mixed school. If I had to guess, I'd say it was equally one third white, one third black, and one third hispanic. So I had a choice this time as to what girls to chase. The first girl i had a crush on was a hispanic girl I had known for years and hadn't seen in a long time. After that i had a huge crush on this really skinny, pale, red headed white girl cheerleader who i KNEW I had NO chance with. AT this point i made a choice that would alter my life forever! I went after her and became hooked to white girls!!!!

All my life I had been attracted to whatever girls were presented to me. I don't count the first 9 years of my life since I didn't like girls much then (for obvious reasons), but as I got older at all black schools I went after the black girls. But at 14, I was at a racially mixed school and had plenty of black girls into me...but for some reason I wasn't into them. Even to this day black women come on to me and I feel NOTHING toward them... I dont know why. I could have sex everyday If I wanted with them but I choose white women instead (and over 50% of the time, white women either reject me or give me a hard time once they go out with me), yet I put up with it becuz I want them sooo bad. Many guys I know (including my very controlling older brother) are shocked with my ability to be patient and hold out for the "right girl" rather than take whatever pussy is available to me. To me sex means nothing and is a total waste of time if I feel NOTHING for the girl.

So back to my story, at this time when i started high school (around 1998), if you remember, Britney Spears came out with Baby One More Time. Remember the music video for that....catholic school girl outfits and all? Well that was my high school. It was a co-ed catholic high school and all the white girls there looked just as good or BETTER than Britney and wore their skirts really short with the knee high socks and when they walked up stairs or crossed their legs, well lets just say it made it real HARD on a guy to concentrate on school work if Ya know what I mean? LOL White girls always seemed like a fantasy to me but at high school my two closest friends for my first three years there were these two really cute white girls named Stephanie (the bad slutty one) and Erin (the shy goody two shoes one). This was my first real chance to interact with them (white people) since I was 9 years old (which was the last time I went to a school that had girls that was mostly white) and I never realized how nice they could be. I was shocked and wanted desperately to be accepted by them and apart of their world.

Due a condition I have (social anxiety disorder, which makes it hard for me to enjoy myself around crowds or pressure filled situations where "getting a bitches number before the next guy does" or trying to "take a chick home and bang that ass" makes me extremely nervous), I do not go out to parties or clubs to meet women (I am 21 years old now). I prefer to meet them at school, online, at my job, the mall, or wherever else I happen to catch a fine honey. I work better one on one rather than competing for her attention around several other guys. You would expect that someone with my illness (which no one but my recent ex-girlfriend of 3 years knows about) would be extremely shy but I'm the exact opposite. I'm very good at concealing it and coming off to women as a confident ladies man.

Anyways, at this point I was hooked! The rest of high school white girls were all I dated. Interracial dating wasn't really accepted at my high school though. Despite it being very mixed, there was an unwritten rule that each race stayed to their own kind. Me being the first black guy to openly approach, hit on, flirt with, and date white girls made me SUPER popular and well known (although popular doesn't always mean everyone likes you, it just means everyone KNOWS about you. Obviously I gained many enemies for my choice of girls, mainly black girls and white guys).

After I graduated, the summer of 2002, I met a white girl named Kristen whom i dated for 3 years. She was the love of my life and in many ways still is :cry: That ended this past summer. I thought she was my soulmate but things changed. We still talk everyday and are best friends (with the occasional "friends with benefits" sex every now and then! LOL). Now I'm in my last year and half of college here in New York City and since college began I've dated a hot red headed Russian, a blonde Polish chick, and a blonde Swedish girl. Recently I've met a high school brunette who dates only black guys and whose really into me (she's super hip hop man, shes acts more black than me!), but we live 2 hours apart and I'm waiting til she graduates to see if we can be together full time.

There's two girls at my college I'm really interested in. One is the MOST GORGEOUS girl I've ever seen...shes a model and has black hair, is really tan, a SICK body and the most BEAUTIFUL eyes i've ever seen! The other is a girl 'I've been seeing for a while but it looks like things won't work out. She's a blonde Italian girl with some drug issues, an obsessive and abusive ex-boyfriend who she just moved back in with, and she's dropping out of the school and I may never see her again :cry: ....

So that's my life story LOL.... Sorry for being so long...so as I wanted to know....when did you guys in here first realize white women were the ONLY WOMEN for you?

 

We're "pussy" are we? Hmmm.

 

LOL well you know what I mean. I don't mean to offend you. Trust me I have to utmost respect for women and I didn't mean anything bad by it. Thanks for the response!

 

Seems like it, based on what I just read.

 

Yes dear, it sounds like you have muchos respect for the snowflake flange!

 

OK maybe women dont have pussies. Maybe I should've said "when did you know white women were the only penis for you?" LOL Come on now! Any intelligent responses?

 

Not sure what you're screen name is implying, but I gather that it is only a spoof. I wouldn't say that I am 'hooked' because of my attraction.

I think that the second route was your obvious choice here.

Do you believe that your previous life events may have been the influence here?

Oooookay... this screams some volumes.

Agreed, but what if she is white?

OOOOOKAY..... I'm picking up some programming now...

Yes, I would've never guessed.

I'm starting to notice a pattern in these paragraphs.

You're an interesting guy.

Very interesting guy...

Never realize it. Just prefer it.

 

about 3rd grade i knew I was attracted to white women

 

"dressed hip hop and because that was expected of me"

ha ha ha that is pretty pathetic, like a klansman saying, I lynched the blacks because thats what was expected of me. Dont you have a mind of your own?

 

LOL I do have a mind of my own. But as i said, i had a very controlling older brother who would make me feel like shit whenever i did anything that he perceived as "white". He made fun of me listening to certain music, dressing a certain way, watching certain TV shows, everything. I dont know if you ever had an older brother but they can be very annoying and bully you just to do it. Needless to say, as I grew up he began to understand me for me and he's even come to like some of the music and things I like.

Our relationship as brothers has improved tremendously over the years due his ability to accept the fact that I AM a different person than he is. We are closer than ever now. Thats whats I meant by "dressing hip hop" becuz thats what was expected of me. My friends dont care how I dress, and trust me I am the LAST person to follow the crowd. If I was, I'd club and party all the time and drink alcohol (which i never do for personal reasons), I'd do drugs, and whatever else is perceived as "cool". I go my own way and I DO have a mind of my own.

But think what you want pal...Thanks for the response! :lol:

 

I had an overbearing sibling trying to make me do things i didnt like doing too, so I stood up to it and remained "ME" an individual.

 

So did I, it just took me until I was 17 to do it. My brother has a Taye Diggs, Mark Wahlberg type body and is 7 years older than me. One night i stood up to him and i just snapped. He was shocked! My mom broke up the fist fight and after that I think he has a new found respect me and knew he could no longer push me around. Since then we have been closer than ever and he even asks me for advice on dating sometimes LOL.

 

realized white women were my type when i saw things like this!!

http://amazingmotorgirls.blogspot.com/

 

then that is cool peyback, good for you mate!

 

Pey, try to ignore some folks on here, they have a "holier than thou" kind of attitude. You'll see what I mean. There are some nice folks here too, though, so no worries.

 

sabine, i havent bothered you, so drop it please and move on!! you attack people and then dont like it if someone challenges you. so move on

 

Wait, I attacked YOU for believing differently than I do? I can't believe you just said that. You are so twisted, it's not even funny. Go ahead, run and tell the mods again, but you are the most delusional person I've ever come across.

 

Just wondering... what does "Peybacktime" mean??? I hope it's not what I'm thinking. Aside from that, I started to have an attraction to non-black girls in 5th grade. Like yourself, I went to all white private schools up until I was 12. And likewise, in middle school and high school, the schools were equally diverse.

I had a very controlling older brother like you too, ("had" because he no longer is) but opposite from what your brother might do, he always dated non-black women(mainly Hispanic or white) and he was raised in the same kinds of schools as myself.

I understand what you were saying about the way you would dress. Up until sophomore yr in high school, I would wear clothes that identified more with "black culture" per say. But then I picked up the hobby of skateboarding and my style of clothing altered a bit. Some people would say I began dressing more "white" but, I always did what I felt was a good look on me. Now, I just wear whatever(Pharrell & K. West are good examples of my current style) regardless of what someone may classify the clothing as.

It's was a trip reading your post, because I started to feel like I was somewhat reading my upbringings and experiences. Well, it's always good to discuss the same interest; thanks for sharing yours..

 

Thanks for your reply. It's always cool to see other guys had the same experiences as myself. As for what "PeyBackTime" means...im not sure what you were thinking but if you look at my profile, I mention that I am a fan of the NFL's Indianapolis Colts...actually a HUGE fan! Their quarterback is Peyton Manning. He has a charity foundation he created and participates in called the PeyBack Foundation (where he PAYS back or PEYS back to the community). It's just a screename I made for the Colts forum i go on sometimes and i liked it so I used it here.

 

That's so neat. I think I'm going to like you.