Trying to Dent my Feelings

http://evanthames.wordpress.com/2010/05/30/trying-to-deny-my-feelings/

Not written by me, but about a black man struggling during high school with his feelings about white women

 

Ah, the ever-so-talented Evan Thames.


Brilliant.

 

Dent? lol

 

"I’d do my best to deny it, I felt like there was something wrong with me. Like for some reason being a black man who liked white women was a disgusting and dirty thing. I had let the world lie to me, and deny my own true feelings."

"I’d try to leave magazines featuring black female porn laying around my room whenever my friends would come over, hoping they’d see it and think that I had interest in black women."

"I’d try to trick my own mind, spend a good amount of time whacking off to a white woman and then at the last second would switch my thoughts to a black woman. I thought that if I blew my load at the final second to a black woman thought then that meant I was “cured” but I knew deep down it wasn’t true."


"It took until my senior year of high school to admit it to myself, but it was a long journey and I’m still scared to tell some people face to face about my extreme preference for white women. "


But this is extreme- it sounds like a sickness, a burden. It reminds me of stories from persons, who were caught in bodies of the opposite gender, and decided sometimes to change it (transexuals) or like homosexuals. The tolerance and acceptance seems to be extremely low and that the black and white communities are far away from each other.. It is very sad, if people feel like that and have to go that hard way in their young life.

 

whatever douche, why dont you build a church where you can fully worship WW.

 

lol

 

:smt043

 

Interesting..

Kinda sorta mebbe makes me think this'd be a valid entry in some kinda Psychological Tome of some sort.



















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When he writes this,: "….I think, but really I knew that the reason I couldn’t go through with it was because I knew white women were the superior"...is when I knew he was full of white dog crap infested with flys, that laid maggots..hatched bigger flys that have Ebola...which bites Thames, who then breaks out in fever like symptoms, diarrhea, rashes, etc...wonders into traffic in a feverish haze...gets hit by an eighteen wheeler...resulting in his body being flung onto a Tarmac...obviously getting run over by a 747...and finally his carcass which is boiling on the tarmac is a warm feast for vultures to down...oh, but the vultures puke this form of Thames up, because simply, he sucks asssss!!!

 

LMAO!!!!!!!

 

<<<your feelings

 

Don't mind if I do, LOL.