Forepray Tonight I am on a pilgrimage. I kneel before the bed that is your pedestal, gazing up at your image of half-closed eyes and half-open mouth. Like a good devout, I reach out to trace the invisible skein of your senses, fingertips trailing goosebumps along your belly and inner thighs. I bow my head to greet your other one, beginning the slow litany of caresses climbing your world-tree using reverent lips that have always chanted your name. I speak in tongues that lick, flick and swirl around in fervent worship, until it is you that begs me to take you inside the altar that is my mouth. -Rax
The Craving I am craving a sandwich. I can almost imagine the tangy waft of sweet and sour mixed with the lather of mayo spread between sheets of creamy white bread filled with pickles, whole and crisp with its firm texture rubbing against my lips as it slides into the folds of red engorged tomatoes, crevices awaiting exploration by a greedy tongue teasing black olives into smooth tautness, sucking into tenderness, stabbing until it bursts into the savory fluid thickness of finely chopped cauliflowers, dribbling juice on my chin, eagerly lapping up every drop, swallowing every seed, until I devour every imaginable pore of the grainy bread. -Rax
In Your Shade I am a nomad– running barefoot on cracked earth, chased by shadows within shadows blood seeping across the sky, harbinger of midnights winds holding frozen knives at my throat. You are a tree– your branches vessels cupping dreams of me cradled in your shade, my final resting place where I can collapse at your feet, slowly dying to be planted by your side. -Rax
Stab[bed] I came with the violence of last night, where we wrestled on a crime-scene bed, limbs entangling underneath the sheets in a tug-of-war with the half-ripped clothes we couldn’t wait to take off. The fingerprint bruises digging into your back must’ve been my revenge for how you pinned me down and sliced my lips open with your tongue, muffling my cries that begged you to stab me again and again and again, charging my body with multiple counts of ecstasy, fracturing my voice into whimpers as you continue to beat me into the sated stillness of a moonless night, perfect for covering up your crime by carrying my limp body and burying it in your arms. -Rax
Worship In worship I kneel, bow my head to your other one. I touch slowly, kiss softly then I lick, flick, swirl, suck, all at the same time until you call out “god.” -Rax
True Freedom True freedom and the end of suffering is living in such a way as if you had completely chosen whatever you feel or experience at this moment. This inner alignment with Now is the end of suffering. Is suffering really necessary? Yes and no. If you had not suffered as you have, there would be no depth to you as a human being, no humility, no compassion. You would not be reading this now. Suffering cracks open the shell of ego, and then comes a point when it has served its purpose. Suffering is necessary until you realize it is unnecessary. . ~ Eckhart Tolle
Axioms For Wildness Alive to the thrill Of the wild. Meet the dawn On a mountain. Wash you face In the morning dew. Feel the favor of the earth. Go out naked in the wind, Your skin Almost Aeolian. With the music inside, Dance like there is no outside. Become subtle enough To hear a tree breathe. Sleep by the ocean, Letting yourself unfurl Like the reeds that swirl Gradually on the sea floor. Try to watch a painting from within: How it holds what it never shows. The mystery of your face, Showing what you never see. See your imagination dawn Around the rim of your world. Feel the seamless silk of the ocean Worm you in ancient buoyancy. Feel the wild imprint of surprise When you are taken in by your lover's eyes. Succumb to warmth in the heart Where divine fire glows. ~ John O'Donohue from To Bless the space Between Us
Words Do Not Come words do not come there is no need for profound utterances or deep truths here is an ordinary evening why spoil it with dramatic overstatement the silence amidst the noise the gem at the core of every experience is polished by simple attention into shining magnificence ~ Nirmala
A Voice of Love Every second a voice of love comes from every side. Who needs to go sightseeing? We came from a majesty, and we go back there. ~ Rumi translation by Coleman Barks from Rumi - Bridge to the Soul
Beyond Myself When my heart came to rule in the world of love, it was freed from both belief and from disbelief. On this journey, I found the problem to be myself. When I went beyond myself, the pathway finally opened. ~ Mahsati Ganjavi translation by David and Sabrineh Fideler
Described I am in the most exquisite distress astride you now, sweating feeling an impetuous volcano strain at its peak inside wanting to explode my sweetest self all over you. ~ L. H. Kennedy
Feel Me Your fingers dip below my waist, traveling at a sensuous pace. The lower you go, my anticipation builds. My heart beats faster bracing for the thrill. Your touch has me moaning, begging for more. Your hot passionate kisses; I simply adore. I feel it, I feel you, as I crest on high. Only you can take me, on this incredible ride. Baby, do it again, and again and again. I never get enough of this delight sin. ~K.Y. Brevard
Generating Something Hot Stroke me tender, along every single inch. Lick and carress me, Baby, that's it. Let's get lost in this sensous haze. Sexy feelings that keep us dazed. Moving in rhtymn, Neither of us can speak. Until after we hit that incredible peak. We pant in satisfaction, both blown away. By the fire we generate, like a match hitting hay. Together, we generate something so good. When our eyes first met, we understood. As a matter of fact, we simply knew, that coming together... Whew! ~K.Y. Brevard
Lay and Play Lay me down, get ready to play. Do you have the energy, cause I got all day. Lead me where you want us to go, I'm ready and willing, let's take it slow. ~K.Y. Brevard