Not In Vain If I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not live in vain: If I can ease one life the aching, Or cool one pain, Or help one fainting robin Unto his nest again, I shall not live in vain. -Emily Dickenson
I Refuse to be Discouraged I refuse to be discouraged, To be sad, or to cry; I refuse to be downhearted, and here's the reason why: I have a God who's mighty, Who's sovereign and supreme; I have a God who loves me, and I am on His team. He is all-wise and powerful. God is His name; Though everything is changeable, My God remains the same. My God knows all that's happening; Beginning to the end; His presence is my comfort; He is my dearest Friend. When sickness comes to weaken me, To bring my head down low, I call upon my mighty God; Into His arms I go. When circumstances threaten to rob me of my peace; He draws me close unto His breast, Where all my striving cease. When my heart melts within me, and weakness takes control; He gathers me into His arms, He soothes my heart and soul. The great "I AM" is with me. My life is in His hand; The "Son of the Lord" is my hope, It's in His strength I stand. I refuse to be defeated, My eyes are on my God; He has promised to be with me, as through this life I trod. I'm looking past all my circumstances, To Heaven's throne above; My prayers have reached the heart of God I'm resting in His love. I give God thanks in everything. My eyes are on His face; The battle's His, the victory mine; He'll help me win the race. -Shero Shayari
23 Ways Written by Omari Hardwick It's 23 minutes past pain 23 minutes ago 23 faces that looked like these 23 got beaten again. The alarm clock just rang Every morning the time be the same. Another meeting with a school board in 22 minutes My rhyme be the same. New school, but same fool Bullies classmate with a board Cuz the bully decided the classmate was a tool... Dear Lord, this poet left mourning in the morning Rain pouring Inside my soul, Even though the sun is out... My smile got storms inside its hole Every time another son is left to shout... "Leave me alone...I'm just trying to get home!" Even though you see no tears I'm crying through this poem... Dear America, 21 students started the year With the other 23, and now the 21st is gone And she was my dear friend She got jumped by girls she thought were hers, Said she got fat...only liked her when she was thin Alarm ringing... hear it again... Wake up it's 2010 23 days from the shake up! 2011 and two thousand and eleven 7th & 8th graders will break up Before two thousand and eleven high school sweethearts will make up Nine hundred and eleven will take up With darkness in their view Like 911 planes - the crash is bigger than we ever knew... 20 beautiful future Barack Obama's Are 20 miles from here considering sayin' goodbye to their single mamas Because they can't be with the beautiful girl they want to. Dear parents we at ground zero At 19; Was at college, bullied by my football teammate Cuz he said he could tell I'd one day be Fahrenheits' Ronnie Brown hero & I often wonder where he is & what he does... He's probably the father of someone your age Getting beaten up for being as smart as he was, Sitting in some assembly like you Listening to someone like me Say his daddy's prediction of me was true. Dear Lord, help me to see That those who claim to hate me Really actually love me And want to be like me too Or at least 18 of them do. Like my shadow... Like my twin tower... Children will lead our revolution But men will determine their power Dear fathers, it's 17 minutes past the hour Omari Hardwick - 23 Ways poem And we still rhythmless and dead beat So our son's and daughters showing up dead and beat Never had your hand to apply the heat So when the bully makes it too hot in the kitchen, Our sons retreat Never had a man to ask why or teach So when the bully is on his mission Our children's self esteem is shot And left bleeding in the streets... Call 911 now! Another confidence that coulda been more is down on the floor & Dear Mothers, the Ref is on the 9 count lookin for you to call the fight. Sure there's cooking to do but our daughters' losing their appetite. So this poem...perhaps a piece of food for thought...if I mite Cuz every 16 minutes 16 of our students are surrounded by 16 dark souls Do the math...thas 32 that need some light Our seeds are scared Our creed of love another as you would yourself is SMEARED Like Jesus bullied by 15 soldiers who cheered While they spit on his face, 14 bullied Gandhi for running the same kind of RACE Like 13 spraying Dr. King with water hoses cuz of his RACE. This day is a Challenge I pose I suppose...Of sorts That we as leaders lead this fight against our children battering each other for sport Instead of participating in real sport We forced to watch Bryant Gumbel reports on Real Sports Bout some high school ball players who beat their 12-year-old teammate cuz he's gay, Leaving his 11-year-old back up who's confused about who he is, just as scared to play. Dear Words, sometimes I don't know which ones of you to say. I just know the underage hatred has to be driven away 23 students in 23 states are no longer livin today... Thas an entire 7th grade class (drunkenly pushed off the chip on some classmate's shoulder who didn't like their looks Who didn't like that they were into their books.) The next Holden can yield...10 minutes is all it took To become the 9th wonder of his home room caught in the Rhye... And back at his home there's no room for his fears And his bad dreams to get by So he stuffs the pain he's dying to get out Deep into the crevices of the broken down couch Sat on daily by his 8-year-old sister Haley Who was seven the 1st time she was hit in the chin Cuz like Eminem she not the same color as an M&M So a misguided princess picked up five rocks And began to stone little Haley with them. Forrest Gump said it best But what is life when chocolate kids live in a box Where the school uniform should be bullet proof vests??? Four Elton Johns will be bullied in the next 3 minutes of this poem being read Cuz they don't fit what the bullies parents once said. Dear Hope, what are we teaching our kids When there’s 2 left on this earth And even then 1 named Derrion Albert is "pummeled" by the other On a Chicago sidewalk until he’s pronounced DEAD...? And answers go unspoken because we're plagued by a deaf world So silence has spread... So today we pledge To save our boys and girls With Ronnie Brown's 23 Ways to Stop Youth Violence instead.
Untitled it's valentine and i'm clementine alone in shreveport my poem is my retort pilgrimaging my way through the door scratching the paint and sniffing the perfume just once more wondering.... the woman's hand on the other side of the knob and if her fingers match the clasp of mine anticipating the mutual throb-the pulse of potential passion wondering if i should give her my all in small rations holding the door like simon holding jesus i lay crucified at the thought of giving my family tree a new limb suspended in time defended by my rhymes i wanna get out of the bathroom line and skip to the front i wanna move inside and skip to what i want..... ....to find permanent residency in a woman's mind and live as the victim to her crime one she becomes guilty of committing everytime i'm home they say "when in rome.." i say .... when in poem....anything's possible. -Omari Hardwick Untitled The clouds look like perfectly nestled kids sprawled across a floor ALL in white fluffy sleeping bags @ a sleepover with full disco ball strobe lite moon hanging them with a rainbow haloing it. And as i stared in awe, i thot..mmm...they must be kids in a nice area cuz if that were the hood.. the clouds woulda' been all over the damn place with holes all in the sleeping bags! They wouldn't be all lined up so perfect and shit. And the sleeping bags definitely would not have been all white, and they wouldn't have had so much fluff if any and they woulda' had holes all in em. There wouldn't be no halo! The moon woulda' jus been rockin a wave cap. I stared thinking.. man demographics are so different in our world... even in the sky at night.. on a midnite ride home from work... 3,000 miles away from the sky above my family. Untitled I lament the green eyes of a queen never before seen.. yet i saw 1000 times.. maybe only God hears my dream.. i'm awake now to finish her scene. &...action. I know ur daughter named after me (amari) and my son (chance) are playing up there.. staying up way past their bedtime -Omari Hardwick Untitled I'm runnin outta time. I'm runnin outta space. Feel like I'm runnin round but i'm runnin in place. We all in a race. I'm just another sprinter. If there go the finish line, then who's the real winner? -Omari Hardwick
Silhouette Southern gentle lady, Do not swoon. They've just hung a black man In the dark of the moon. They've hung a black man To the roadside tree In the dark of the moon For the world to see How Dixie protects Its white womanhood. Southern gentle lady, Be good! Be good! - Langston Hughes
Restless Night by Carole Mathys Colors drained from the day first then blackness ate from the edges to the enter shutting down my vision but not my thoughts Restlessly tossing letting my mind pull me into the surreal then wandering lost through slippery landscapes made entirely of illusions The sun began pushing the night from the sky and my thoughts kept chasing around in smaller and smaller circles seeking answers that fit like a faithful denim shadow Hearing from the wind ghostly exhalations shadows escaping and blending into dawn Answers appear and vanish only to reappear covering the illusions believed to be truths with clarity
A Song Unheard by Sarat sonowal Sued with vengeance in eyes beaten with every beat being played seen and ignored heard and unheard was his voice a boy with a smile was disposed off with disgust languishing and strugglin to stay afloat he sings a song so silent every ear heard his voice but unheard was his song he died of singing for his life to survive was such his song
Silent Goodbyes by Kristian Bisig Silent goodbyes, You were silent the whole time Except when you felt the need... To torture my soul. I don't regret... That's a mystery. I don't regret, For reasons known But... This hell is agony. A tortured soul Is disturbed forever, Engraved with scars Along with lonely stars. Darkness has captured you And it's where I lie Waiting to be executed. Death awaits But you hold me back With your dark grasp, In an angry hole. A tortured soul is lost forever, And I cry inside Fighting the pain. Silent goodbyes, You were silent the whole time! Except when you feel the need... Your sick, twisted, dark pleasure, To torture my soul.
I Love Thee by Eliza Acton "I love thee as I love the first Young violet of the spring; Or the pale lily, April-nurs'd, To scented blossoming. I love thee, as I love the full, Clear gushings of the song, Which lonely--sad--and beautiful-- At night-fall floats along, Pour'd by the bul-bul forth to greet The hours of rest and dew; When melody and moonlight meet To blend their charm, and hue. I love thee, as the glad bird loves The freedom of its wing, On which delightedly it moves In wildest wandering."
[HDYT]m-TdPUUXySg[/HDYT] Omari Hardwick is a good poet, & you can find more of his work here: http://www.omarihardwick.com/bluapple.php
Insomnia 2 by C. Nichols Sometimes my thoughts are too loud I cannot sleep so I lay awake staring upwards With too much to reflect on But never the perfect words to seep Out onto the pages the clutter that collects Here in my messy head That yearns for peaceful silence In broad warm lands of my bed
Insomnia by Kristie Smith Darkness, the blackness of a starless night Surrounds me as I long for you, wait for you To come upon me quietly and overtake me entirely Lying here in this dead limp colorless flesh Only my eyes darting back and forth occasionally Taking in the view of the night Each night I pray for you to come swiftly to me But you continue to evade me, ignore me, betray me And I wonder at moments like this Will I ever sleep again?
Sleepless by Kristie Smith Stalking the night, Has become my day No more can I sleep It’s not supposed to be this way Awake for days, without a dream Unfortunately, they become mixed with reality Not knowing anymore, what is real or not My brain feels like a tornado It just won’t stop Hopping from here, to there, back again When will this mania come to its end? Begging God for so long, praying for sleep, bruised knees You don’t know about me Not the way you think you do Thinking my life is all sunshine and happiness Oh no, it is a waking nightmare of which I seem to never be released Praying for something better once I am deceased
Unwanted by Kristie Smith I’m feeling it again Dreaded, oh, how I do dread thee Without warning you come Showing up at my door, the unwanted guest that you are Hiding from you in my pajamas, the covers pulled up to my eyeballs Hoping, praying you won’t find me It is inevitable, happens every time I resist the pressure you lay upon my fragile shoulders But they are not strong enough to withstand your force, I am not strong enough Over the years, you have worn down my strength Like the water passing over a smoothed out river rock Just when I think, things are going well You're back in my face again Your grim mask ready to take possession Why do you always beat me? Miserable depression…
Alone by Kristie Smith Chaos has invaded my mind I cannot think straight and my life is jumbled Where is peace Will there ever be happiness for me Anything worth living I am tired of being all alone Wondering if I will ever be loved I sit by myself and contemplate And I am dissatisfied with my life Things won’t change or seem like they can’t I just want to feel better than this Better than always wanting to die Wishing for a release or a good hard cry Nothing but numbness has invaded me I cut through my skin and watch myself bleed Wow! I am a real person as the blood pools on the floor I sit on the floor with my back against the door Wish I could feel anything something at all Life keeps pressing in on my skull When will this pain ever recede? When will happiness become part of me? Why do I always do these same things? No one and nothing to blame but me
Survivor I feel your eyes upon me, Searching for something, you will not find. I feel violated as you slip into my fragile mind. Violating my body wasn’t good enough for you, You worked your way inside my head to cause mental trauma too, The cuts and bruises will slowly heal, You abused my mind with your forceful will. My crystal brain has cracked, Just like my porcelain body, you beat blue and black. Torturing my spirit over and over with, Lashings I withstood until I no longer feared them, Growing dependent upon your inflicted pain, Makes me sick in my mind thinking of all the misery again. Evil wears a mask it is said, Behind the mask was every pretend kind thing you ever did, As I lay on the cotton, soft as your packed punch, I heal on the outside, but re-live the mental abuse, Like a child who doesn’t understand it’s not their fault. Striving to damage me was the main point in your wicked plot. Even though you are transparent, I see you in my dreams, Scaring my entire family at night when I wake up in sweaty screams. A survivor is what I am, Though you hurt me, I will never be a victim again.
No Requirement My love does not require you to change. It simply invites you to come as you are. -Susie Clevenger My Heart Crashed Against the Stars My heart crashed against the stars when you looked into my eyes and saw the poetry written there I am all smile and humor to a world that doesn’t care to look inside, but you saw past my façade into the sonnet I had written with my tears. Love had once come whispering a promise to leave telling a lie. My heart became a recluse penning lines of sorrow. Can I trust the hope that wants to erase yesterday’s anguish? You stand there reading my verses with your eyes asking me to let you inside. I am not made of stone but of passion. I want to love again. I feel your heart wanting mine. Tiny steps is all I can take, I will take my first with you. -Susie Clevenger Melancholy's Sea imagination breathes moonlight into a poem to resuscitate the spirit pulled from melancholy’s sea -Susie Clevenger My Grief Sleeps With Me My grief sleeps with me, rustling the sheets to keep me awake. There is no formula to say when sorrow should not consume. Tears are the sheep I count. I toss and turn in my memories, my hand reaching to touch your face only to feel air dancing on my fingertips. If tomorrow I will hurt less, then please end this night. Even the moon outside my window has hidden its face from me. -Susie Clevenger
Sing Soul Sing soul My spirit Has lost Its melody My words Are quiet There is No music My muted Heart Sits silent In my chest Sing soul That my Poetry Will dance Again -Susie Clevenger
Chemistry 101 In a room stripped clean of furnishings And the two of us stripped clean Of clothes and caution Pour cool drinks and mix in good music Then like Gerbils in a wheel Let us power the world With the lemon sharp electricity Crackling in the heavy air - Sparking between us like Fireflies in flight. A single kiss and I’ll fall into you My head dizzy with desire In this solitary room built for two Blood surges through our veins, Throbbing in a shared rhythm. Your eyes that paralyze Set my heavenly body in motion. In an instant, like the flip of a switch The hunger ignites us And then reunites us Once again in its fiery dance. A searching glance recalls this memory Of your lingering touch not yet felt, So lightly landed, with shivers afire Exploding and exploring the raw voltage of our dance. And, we have danced this volcanic tango Many times before, haven’t we, love? Yet time after time, all is newly familiar. Cool air on our skin and the sweat of Cool cocktails on our palms Cooling our fingers and cooling our tongues Cool music floating through the air, Adding melodic punctuation to our freefall ballet. In this world with electricity enough For the many worlds beyond us There are no glaciers near or large enough To quench or quell the intensity of this inferno. Face it my pet, there is just simply no way To cool the heat That lives in this world Between us. -Bobbi Baker
Death, I think, is really life, The living, I'd call dead; To leave this human, mortal strife And in new paths be led. Death, I think, is beautiful, A new and happy home, To live then with the Father And away you'll never roam. Death, I know, brings sorrow, And often drops a tear; Then you think your end has come, But it's only life that's near. ----by Ted Hagstrom age 10, He was killed at age 13 in an auto accident.