My love for thee, oh so long ago: The beggining

My physical feeling for you were strongest a few years ago. I had them when we were dating too, just not a strong. A few years ago, whenever I was around you, I had an overwhelming desire and need to touch you. I wanted to hold you then, and have you hold me. I did not just want to touch your face, I wanted to touch you everywhere, feel you everywhere. I wanted to know what your skin would feel like against mine. How warm your chest would be against my fingertips. I wanted to feel the pulse in your neck with my lips.
I have fantasized what it would be like to undress you. To undress each other. I have thought about going slow, and letting the excitement build up. Or rushing, not being able to wait as we're tripping all over our clothes and each other, falling on to the bed.
I have thought about being with you in so many ways. I have dreamt about you on top of me, pushing my hips up towards yours with every thrust, rubbing my hand across your back and up and down your sides. I listen to you breath into my ear while I rest one hand on the back of your neck and have my legs wrapped around yours. I have fantasized that we're lying on our sides with you behind me, facing the same direction, and you hold my breasts and kiss the back of my neck while making love to me. Or me on top of you, both sitting up facing each other, my legs wrapped around your back. I'm able to hold you while I make love to you and look into your eyes.

I want to know all of these things, as you do