splash the illusion is that you are simply reading this poem. the reality is that this is more than a poem. this is a beggar’s knife. this is a tulip. this is a soldier marching through Madrid. this is you on your death bed. this is Li Po laughing underground. this is not a god-damned poem. this is a horse asleep. a butterfly in your brain. this is the devil’s circus. you are not reading this on a page. the page is reading you. feel it? it’s like a cobra. it’s a hungry eagle circling the room. this is not a poem. poems are dull, they make you sleep. these words force you to a new madness. you have been blessed, you have been pushed into a blinding area of light. the elephant dreams with you now. the curve of space bends and laughs. you can die now. you can die now as people were meant to die: great, victorious, hearing the music, being the music, roaring, roaring, roaring. -Charles Bukowski
"Speak to me only in the liquor of your skin, unbottled over mine. Empty your mouth into mine. Tell me. Tell me everything." -Peregrine
If We Must Die If we must die—let it not be like hogs Hunted and penned in an inglorious spot, While round us bark the mad and hungry dogs, Making their mock at our accursed lot. If we must die—oh, let us nobly die, So that our precious blood may not be shed In vain; then even the monsters we defy Shall be constrained to honor us though dead! Oh, Kinsmen! We must meet the common foe; Though far outnumbered, let us show us brave, And for their thousand blows deal one deathblow! What though before us lies the open grave? Like men we’ll face the murderous, cowardly pack, Pressed to the wall, dying, but fighting back! -Claude McKay
Christians When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'." I'm whispering "I was lost, Now I'm found and forgiven." When I say... "I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak And need His strength to carry on. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed And need God to clean my mess. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible But, God believes I am worth it. When I say... "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain. I have my share of heartaches So I call upon His name. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not holier than thou, I'm just a simple sinner Who received God's good grace, somehow!
Refugee in America There are words like Freedom Sweet and wonderful to say. On my heart-strings freedom sings All day everyday. There are words like Liberty That almost make me cry. If you had known what I knew You would know why. Langston Hughes
I spent a lot of time searching for affection in shallow spaces. I gave people bits of me they didn’t deserve and I let myself be hurt, because I thought that’s what I deserved. But once I let go of trying to shove puzzle pieces in places that did not fit, once I let go of all the hate I secretly had stored in the gashes that decorate my heart I met you. MK
"I want to know how many scars you have and memorize the shape of your tongue. I want to climb the curve of your lower back and count your vertebrae your ribs your fingers your goosebumps. I want to chart the topography of your anatomy and be fluent in your body language. I want you, entire"
First Sight I believe in love at first sight but I will always believe that the people we love we have loved before. Many, many many times before and when we stumble through grace and circumstance and that brilliant illusion of choice to finally meet them again we feel it faster each time through. The one glance that set life alight is two sets of two eyes staring through the layers of lifetimes and stolen glances and first kisses and hands held; the brace against the weight and unrelenting tide of waiting. I believe in love at first sight but am not burdened with the misconception that it’s a first sight at all. -Tyler Knott Gregson-
I don't want to be called perfect or beautiful or special. We have overused those words to the point where their meanings no longer hold the eloquence they used to. Instead I want to be called breathtaking or alluring or unparalleled. I want to be called something like that so then I know I'm not average to them. I'm not 'perfect' because that would be too easy of a word to think up. I want to know that they have spent their time thinking of me wondering about me and imagining me. (LTN)
Giorgos Seferis ? ???????? ??? ?????? ?????? ??... ?????? ????????? ??? ?? ???? ????-???? ?? ?????? ?????????? ??? ?? ????? ??? ?????? ???? ??? ? ??????? ??????? ??? ????? ????????, ?? ?????? ?????????? ???????? ??? ??????? ???? ? ?????? ????? ?????? ?????. ?? ?????? ??? ?????? ?????????? ??? ???? ????????? ??????? ????? ????????? ????????????? ?? ??????? ??? ?????, ????? ?? ???? ???????????? ??? ?????? ?? ??????? ?? ?????????? ???????? ???????? ?????? ??????. ??? ?? ????? ??? ????? ???? ?????? ?????? ?????????? ??? ?? ??? ????????? ?????????? ??? ?????? ?????. ?????? ?????? ??????? ?' ?????????????? ??????? ?? ? ???????? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ????????? ??? ?????? ???? ???????? ???????????? ??' ????? ?? ??? ??? ????? ???? ??? ???? ???? ?????? ?? ?????? ??????? ??????? ??? ??? ??? ??????? ????? ?????????. ??? ???????, ??????? ??? ??? ???; ?????? ???? ??? ??? ??? ?? ?????? ?????? ??? ???????? ????~ ?? ? ????? ???? ??? ??? ??????? ?? ?? ?????? ???. ? ???????? ??? ?????? ??? ???? ???? ??' ??? ????????? ?????? ???? ??? ?????? ???? ???, ???? ??? ??? ?????: "?????? ??... ?????? ??..." ??? ?? ?????? ??? ???????? ?? ?? ????? ??? ????????????? ??????? ?? ? ?????? ??? ?????????? ??? ????????? ??? ??? ?? ??????? ??? ???????? ?' ?????? ??????~ ???? ??' ??? ????????? ??? ????. ???? ??? ?? ?????? ????? ?? ??????? ?????? ???? ??- ???????? ???????? ??? ??????????? ???????? ??? ??????? ??? ??? ?????? ???????? ??? ????????? ??? ?? ???? ???? ???? ?????? ?????? ??? ??????? ??? ?? ???????: ??? ???? ?????? ???? ???. ??? ?? ????? ??? ?????? ??? ???? ??????? ?? ???????? ???????? ??????? ????, ?? ? ??? ??????? ??? ????? ?? ?????? ?? ?? ?????????? ??? ??????????? ?? ? ???? ??? ?????? ??????????? ??? ???? ????? ?? ? ????? ??? ?? ?????? ???????????? ??? ?????????? ? ????????? ??? ????? ?? ?' ?????? ??????? ??? ?? ???????? ?????. ?? ? ??????? ????????? ??????????? ??? ?????? ?? ???- ???????? ???????? ????? ??????? ???? ?????????? ?????? ??????? ??? ????? ??? ?????? ?? ????? ??? ??? ???????? ???????? ????? ??? ??? ??????????? ?? ??????? ??? ?????? ??? ????? ??? ??? ?????? ????????, ? ?????? ??? ???????? ?? ????? ??? ??????? ??????? ??? ?????????? ???? ???????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ????? ??? ????????? ????? ??????? ??? ????????? ?? ??? ???????????? ??? ??????? ? ????? ??? ??? ???????? ?????? ???? ???? ?? ????? ? ????????? ??? ?????? ???? ??????? ???????? ???? ??? ??????? ???? ??????????? ?????????? ??? ?? ???????? ??? ??????? ????? ?????????? ???? ??? ???????? ??? ?????????? ??? ?? ???? ??????? ????????? ???? ?????? ?????????? ??? ??? ?????? ?????? ?????? ??? ????????? ?? ??? ??????? ???? ??- ???? ??????????. ? ??????? ??? ????. ??????????? ? ????? ???????? ?????????? ?? ??? ?? ????? ??? ??????? ??? ????????? ?????????? ??????? ???? ??? ??? ??? ?? ????? ???? ??? ????????: "?????? ?? ?????? ??...". ?? '??? ???? ? ???????? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ????????? ???? ?????????? ?? ????? ??? ????- ???? ????????? ?????? ?? ?? ??????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ???? ???? ??????. ?????, ????????? '38 - ?????, ???. '40 THE KING OF ASINE ILIAD All morning long we looked around the citadel* starting from the shaded side, there where the sea, green and without luster—breast of a slain peacock— received us like time without an opening in it. Veins of rock dropped down from high above, twisted vines, naked, many-branched, coming alive at the water’s touch, while the eye following them struggled to escape the tiresome rocking, losing strength continually. On the sunny side a long empty beach and the light striking diamonds on the huge walls. No living thing, the wild doves gone and the king of Asine, whom we’ve been trying to find for two years now, unknown , forgotten by all, even by Homer, only one word in the Iliad and that uncertain, thrown here like the gold burial mask. You touched it, remember its sound? Hollow in the light like a dry jar in dug earth: the same sound that our oars make in the sea. The king of Asine a void under the mask everywhere with us everywhere with us, under a name: “?s???? te... ?s???? te...” and his children statues and his desires the fluttering of birds, and the wind in the gaps between his thoughts, and his ships anchored in a vanished port: under the mask a void. Behind the large eyes the curved lips the curls carved in relief on the gold cover of our existence a dark spot that you see traveling like a fish in the dawn calm of the sea: a void everywhere with us. And the bird that flew away last winter with a broken wing: abode of life, and the young woman who left to play with the dogteeth of summer and the soul that sought the lower world squeaking and the country like a large plane-leaf swept along by the torrent of the sun with the ancient monuments and the contemporary sorrow. And the poet lingers, looking at the stones, and asks himself does there really exist among these ruined lines, edges, points, hollows, and curves does there really exist here where one meets the path of rain, wind, and ruin does there exist the movement of the face, shape of the tenderness of those who’ve shrunk so strangely in our lives, those who remained the shadow of waves and thoughts with the sea’s boundlessness or perhaps no, nothing is left but the weight the nostalgia for the weight of a living existence there where we now remain unsubstantial, bending like the branches of a terrible willow-tree heaped in permanent despair while the yellow current slowly carries down rushes up- rooted in the mud image of a form that the sentence to everlasting bitterness has turned to stone: the poet a void. Shieldbearer, the sun climbed warring, and from the depths of the cave a startled bat hit the light as an arrow hits a shield: “?s???? te...?s???? te...” Would that it were the king of Asine we’ve been searching for so carefully on this acropolis sometimes touching with our fingers his touch upon the stones. Asine, summer ´38—Athens. Jan. ´40
Places Come to think of it I'm not entirely sure Where I lost myself Maybe it was in those 8 hours of class time lost in notes and due dates equations and definitions In beds of strangers or old friends who I know longer know the where about's of Was it in love lost and forgotten? Perhaps words and friendly exchanges greetings and goodbyes Did i lose myself somewhere along those roads driven on late nights to places with people whose faces i wont ever recall? Did i leave myself behind in books or shows at the cinema? in lonely coffee shops or crowded concert halls? Or maybe it was in the ticking of the clocks and the counting of the time and waiting for the better times that never came Come to think of it I'm not entirely sure i lost myself I'm not entirely sure i had myself Maybe all these places are where I've found myself JM
if you're laying in bed wrapped up in sheets of miserable thought, go to sleep if thumbing through old messages only causes your heart to ache and long for something unattainable erase them if it hurts to keep everything you're feeling bottled up inside let it out if you're clinging onto someone that doesn't treat you like you're worth the world let them go because sometimes we choose to believe that things are only indistinguishable shades of gray when in reality, life is more black and white than it seems if you're unhappy with the way you're living your life change it -mk