Single (now). But my thought on it now: "Thinking about what we had and missing you/ But I ain't Santa, I got something for these bad bitches too" -Drake
I guess because for the past two years I've kept everyone at a distance recovering from my ex's suicide and I guess I have just recently reached a place where I FEEL single.
horrible. i'm sorry to hear that dmb, but happy to hear that you're on your way to recovery. that must have been a very dark time in your life
Thanks tarshi. They were indeed tough times but these days the sun shines a lot brighter. I am in a great place and things aren't perfect but I honestly have no complaints on life in general. Eh but women are a whole different matter. The past few women I have "talked" to have been pretty disappointing: 21 year old girl i've known a few years just wanted sex 26 year old woman i met at work is just pure crazy lol 36 year old woman i met through a friend just wants to use me physically and emotionally at her leisure
lol no bueno. sometimes i wonder if the reason the women i am around are on a different page because maybe I'm reading the wrong book? :smt102
It's cool. I rather be alone than deal with bs, just for the sake of having someone. Good analogy. It's possible or maybe you're in the wrong library...lol
Oh yes no "settling" here either. Not saying I'm better than or anything just no time to waste really. I think the library thing may have a thing or two to do with it. i just find myself tripped out by the self absorption of the people in this town and their stubborn adherence to furthering self at the cost of others. its like people get together because of "oh you can benefit me by doing x,y,z". not to experience something beautiful together. i'm just a relic of a bygone era i suppose.
That sounds like all the transplants who move to LA...lol I don't come across that type. Lately, I've come across dudes who play games, although I've been older than them, I FEEL older (I want to feel like we're equal) and lastly, guys who are taken.
rough, lots of kids running around dressed like grown ups. i've learned age the number doesn't really mean much maturity wise. i dream beyond childish spats, revenge/paranoia driven actions, idealized perfection, business arrangements, and castles made of sand carried out to the sea.
Very true... I guess what I meant to say is, I like a man who can teach me a thing or two. I hate to feel like I'm doing all the teaching. Interesting dream....I'm trying to think what I dream of....lol