Oh, Blimey! I've never felt so much better in my life. Here's the update: Turned out that I was led on from the beginning. She said that we never dated. But God is my witness, I know we did. Now, the permanent scar in my heart is finally vanishing. Now, I'm ready more than ever to find a new love in my life. Don't worry about it, guys. I don't really hold bitterness against her. I've forgave her already. It's just that..why did she led me on for? My heart went all the troubles screaming at her to come back home, so I can be whole again in my heart. Now, I'm no longer drown myself in the pool of sadness and grief! Just like Jesus Christ said before he died on the cross, IT'S FINISHED! Now, I'm ready more than ever to regenerates into a new person! Oh, May God forgives me for what I was about to make BIG mistake in my life of my very existence! I'm eternally thankfully that God preventing me from making a stupid mistake. Now, move on!!! What's going on with you?! DO TELL!!! LOL.
NC,are you going to come to this site once in a while? You said you don't want to be involved in this group anymore.
Don't assume that I don't want to be involved in this group anymore. I still care a lot about everybody else here, including you. It's just that I'm having roller coaster in my life since I accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. Sooo...now I'm ready to find new love in my love. I wasn't expected that I would be sad like this, but after hearing what she said to me, I was healed much quicker! I can not understand..I know I saw it with my own eyes, she told him on the phone that it's over between two of them! I read her lips very well. I'm not stupid, I know that. Just out of blue, she said that we never dated? Ughhh.....no wonder why I don't feel comfortable talking to her right now. I just deactivated my facebook account. I felt sooo much better. My facebook account is now in the hands of God. He's going to hold it for me until he said that I'm strong enough to come back. But I'm going to stay in touch with people that I love. Rest assured, I will be back. ROLFLMBO!! Of course, I'm cute as ever than before! Now, what do you want to talk about?? Don't you have email? So we can stay in touch.
