I'm back if you needed me.

HELLO GUYS!!!

I'm back. Well..I'm hurting right now and have been dumped by a very beautiful woman that I was so sure that I was going to spend rest of my life with her. She's 15 years older than I. She's 42, I'm 26.

I was so sure that God chosen the wife for me! Guys, I needed you more than ever to comfort me!!!

 

damn. its cool. there are more women out there. never say forever on anything..... except death.

nice to hear from you

remember if you have 2 then you have 1. If you have 1 then you have none. when you put a ring on it then you can put all your eggs in that basket.

 

Indeed. I really missed you guys very much. It's just that I needed someone to talk to right now. Love just..hurts so much........

As of right now, I really want to go home in Heaven, So God can wrapping his arms around me and to make sure that I can never be hurt again!

 

pain comes with the territory.

you have to learn how to weed some of these people out if they are evil minded. then there are some that are good people but yall have different values and then there are good people but the time for settleing down is not rite so they are there for you for a hot second. just got to put it in its place and keep it moving

 

Well said, my dear friend. Just exactly what I needed to hear!

 

so get back to macking my friend. Life is tooooo short. get to macking

 

Well, just now, we will remain friends. I'm going to close my eyes and praying very hard!!! She needs to wake up and sees that I love her very much. I still want her. I really do.

Looks like God's plans back on the track. I'm still on the move. Going to move to live in California. Can you please pray for me to making that happening? I hope that God will forgive me for being acting like this, but I know it has to be her. I will pray for us being back together in the future.

Right now, I still can't say it. Or she will come and kick my butt. Oh, that doesn't make sense to me that she went back to her old fiance! Her words are like bone-crushing! Like the mountains coming down on me and that is, I have died and gone to Heaven!

 

Ok . Ok lets stop right there. Go back to shopping and dont worry about her. you should have the mindset of "oh well, next babe please"

again date to get the pussy...then if everything is cool between yall then date for a committed relationship. dont put your heart between her legs. dont let the smell of pussy get you all in love. love comes with time.

 

Welcome back NC and God bless.

I'm so sorry to hear you've been hurt.

Things and people that hurt you only make you stronger. You now know you can love and deserve to be loved. Take that with you to California (I'll pray for you) and forget about her.

:smt056

 

I'm very sorry you are hurting Bradin.

 

I'm sorry Bradin, I hope things will get better... I know you have a good heart and good intentions, and I believe your special day will come. Don't let her actions be your downfall.. Cheer up and keep on keepin on I wish you the best and hope you'll make it to good ole' Cali like you want!

be easy!!

-Jacqueline (GG!!)

 

Sorry to hear that bradin, hope you're ok.

 

It's all right, guys.

I've begun to healing. My raw pain is still there in my heart. I'm breathing a long, sad sighing. I feel so weird as of this evening right now. It's like she's being taken out from my heart.

All my heart can do is to singing the songs that came from heaven, "Oh, Holy, Holy, HOLY"!

I know it won't numb my raw pain. God heard me as of earlier tonight. He knew that I was upset and bawling like crying baby. I know my wonderful angels who are watching over me are also singing. They're encouraging me that it will be OK.

Well..I don't know about that.

Well..I better go on and singing. :rock::smt088

God didn't take my raw pain, because I asked him not to, not yet. But, hey, better days has yet to come. All I can do is to move forward and not to dwell on what's happened today. One day, I pray, that she will return back in my heart and this time, we will be together for good.

Oh, I hope so.

 

Guys,

Everything's fine now. My raw pain is long gone. We will be back together in no time. God still locked onto us, because he's still pushing us back together. But it can't be done that fast.

We're back being friends for now. But, boy, she got me way too excited. She told me to slow down. Boy..I'm loving it!