Ladies and Gentlemen...I have a announcement! (A very happy one)

I'm sure you guys are wondering what kind of announcement that could be.

Well..late Wednesday night, I've repented my sins. It's finished. I'm no longer bothered by my old and present sins. I'm sure you guys remember that I had terrible nightmare. The nightmare I've had was a vision of Hell! I was rolling over in my bed, very scared to death to think that.

My soul couldn't stop crying, due to the story of heaven that I found the book one week ago today. So many questions were found in that very book and it is said of if you die without repent your sins, you will have a place in Hell for all of eternity.

Jesus Christ was talking about sinful Christians in that very, very book. That is, they never repent nor confess their sins. Thus they perish to flame of hell for all of eternity.

So much that I've learned more about this story of Heaven. Truthfully, He doesn't want anyone to go to hell. Seriously, he's caused my soul to crying almost nonstop to thinking about it. For two nights, I cried, cried, cried!

So I decided to searched more and I've come to learned that God is very forgiving. So as of late Wednesday night, I dropped my knees down on the floor to confessed my sins to God. The very moment I breathed the words that I believe in Jesus Christ who died for my sins, I was saved immediately.

That night, when I went to bed, I still see a horrible vision of hell, that until I feel something so warm. I swear that Jesus was in my room, placed his hand in my head to removed all that terrible images in my head! He replaced with a happy memories that he wants me to treasure it.

My soul is now at peace and very happy!

Now, I've been praying nonstop ever since. Here I am to praying for nonbelievers as well.

Let me tell you that it's very wonderful feeling! I know some of my dear friends are nonbelievers here in WWBM forums. I know you must be thinking that it's just a fairy tale story, but it's not a fairy tale story! I'll be praying for you before it's too late!

Anyway, That's all what I want to make the big announcement. I want to let you know that God's royal family is very, very, very beautiful. Holy Mary is actually Queen of Heaven. She's a lot like Queen of England, let me tell you that!

Now, I've decided that I want my daughters to be like her. I'm looking forward to meeting her in person! :smt003

 

How does this impact your porn-star fetish?

 

I'll be finished with porn coming September.

Praise the Lord Jesus Christ!

 

LOL. so lets get a few facials in before I really commit. LOL.

I aint mad at you bro. at least you aint pulling a bishop eddie long move.

 

That was the first thing that popped in my mind also.

 

Wait, so you repent, your going to engage in some debauchery until September, thus requiring you to repent again...

 

Good luck with that.

You'll fall off the wagon faster than Charlie Sheen.

 

yeah have you heard about the 1000 year war after the rapture. well.....

besides everyone has demons....ask bishop eddie long.

Im not joking your dedication but just dont get upset when you fall . just get back up and try again....(to stay away from the porn)

 

I know what Lord require me to do. It will be of last sin I'll be confess to him. It will be finished, truly. My body is really tired. I'm tired of watching Porn, to be honest with you. It's time to wash that fantasy off my mind and move on to do important things in my life.

My dear friend just spend three hours alone with God while doing piano. It must be an awesome feeling for her. God has been really great with me since late Wednesday night.

Oh, no. I won't be fall off the wagon. I really, really want to follow the word of my good lord. You know what's so funny about it? After I repented my sins, I'm no longer sticking my tongue at hot women...strange. Like God has sealed my lips and not permitted me to doing that again.

I've heard a lot about the 1000 year war. I'm taking it very seriously. I hope that I can get out of here before that day. And don't worry about it. I plan on to stay away from the porn starting this fall. It will be a new beginning for me. A new chapter in my life.

 

Bradin - I am happy for you in your new found faith. I believe that if you truly want something out of your life, you can achieve that, with God's strength. Don't let any naysayers tear you down.

 

exactly.

 

Yeah. Uh, um, it's not really "new found faith". I felt like God was really waiting for me. To waiting to hearing my confession to him. I've always been a believer a long time ago.

It's just that I was a very confusing child in the past. But no matter how my life may be messed up, God still loves me no matter what. So, I'm looking forward to close that old chapters in my life and move on to new chapters that awaits to be told.

I really hope that I will see you there in Heaven, saintaugusta, won't I? lol

 

It was just funny when you stated

I have been saved but Im gonna watch porn till september. I gots to get my wank on for a minute

 

Actually...God acknowledged my addiction to Porn. It's really impossible for me to get out of it. But with his strength to get me out of this, I can do it. But right now, I need more time before I can close off my old chapters.

Just to let you know that God hates pornography. It's a sign of lust. Lust is one of seven deadly sins.

 

I know he doesnt like it. I understand you could be addicted and it takes time to get off of it.....Im just saying it was kind of funny. nothing personal. u can laugh at urself sometimes. its cool. everyone makes gaffes

 

I'm not hatin, do your thing bruh.

 

I understand. I've been watching porn for far too long. Way too long since I was age of ten! :smt009 That's why I need his strength to fight off my addiction. I'm thinking about enter rehab. I hope that I won't.

Thanks. You're very cool to understand me. Thank you so much. And God be with you!

 

Absolutely, my dear! I strongly believe that we will all meet each other, and know each other somehow (even those that we didn't particularly like in real life, although I like you a lot). I have been quite a confusing child myself, and do believe that God looks at us with compassion and understands that we are doing are best with all of our human frailties.

New chapters = a new chance at this life! Keep going, Bradin - I'm with you.

 

What I would suggest is to imagine the beautiful, lovely young woman who will be your wife someday - you will feel so much passion and love for her and God will allow her to come into your life because of your faith. If you feel sudden urges until you meet her, I don't think it's wrong to relieve yourself - if you could just try not actually viewing porn, and just imagine the beautiful lady that you will meet, you might find that it is very rewarding. Porn is NOT REAL, and is very degrading and destructive because it takes all that is beautiful out of sex.

If you want to, you can overcome this, BEFORE September. I would never say deny yourself the urge to pleasure yourself, whatever it takes to keep from viewing the porn, if you truly want to overcome it.

 

No wonder why I like you so much, my darling. You're awesome and we need to keep in touch, if you want to? I can give you my email!

I'm sure you'll be far more beautiful like Queen of Heaven, Holy Mary! Thanks for your support!