Wow. :smt009 Bastard! I'd have him pay me back, even if it was only a little at a time. I can't stand people taking advantage like that.
I fucken hate computers, fucken hate it. Dammit, instead of going for the nights out, now I have to sit in this hell hole and fish everywhere to retreive all these stupid work documents. I tell you, it's BS. If I dont have bad luck, I would not have luck at all. And this primadonna female stressing me for some dinner and Mel Gibson movie... geez louise, go, go by yourself or friends. Selfish! I cant stand good looking woman, they always cause pain in my rear end bone. All about them- me, me, me, myself and I, that's all they know. I think their daily prayer is c'est moi, c'est moi! I am so mad about the loss of these documents I threw my I-phone on the wall and broke it off. Geez... she said I need anger management therapy. I know I sure as hell do. Why do all these documents have to be frigging lost? Just bad luck, man, I want to shake all these bad luck. Can anyone PLEASE spear me some remedy to rub on my body to shake of all these negative forces directed at me. Geez...... Jesus take the wheel, I really need to go to church this sunday, lol.
:smt056 Sorry your day went to hell GZ, believe me at the moment I can completely sympathize. Sometimes people really just suck! And furthermore, some of us are just really better off alone, it sure as fuck beats the alternative of dealing with someone who tries to make you feel deficient, and then tries to make you feel bad because you refuse to feel deficient based upon their version of your faults. I say again, sometimes people suck! I gotta tell ya days like today make life long celibacy and solitude look better and better.
Actually GZ, were I there I would certainly try. I worked in IT before I started focusing on programming, so there's a good chance I could fix you up.
You certainly welcome to fix me up from top to bottom and sideways too. LoL. The holy man upstairs knows I need all the fixing I can get, LoL.
So if you're miss fix it, why cant you fix the male species to get along with ya and get with ya program? (re.... from the other thread)
Oh I can fix me to get along with them, I was married for 18 years so I assure you I know how to act. The problem is having spent that long being someone I wasn't to keep the peace for everyone else, I'm not doing it anymore. I'm a WYSIWYG, What You See Is What You Get. I'm not playing games with someone, I'm not going to listen to their version of what qualities I lack, or need to improve upon. Quite frankly I'll spend the entire rest of my life alone, and happily so, before I will ever endure that shit again. It's wrong to expect people to change to fit your idea of perfection, I would never ask that of anyone, I just expect the same courtesy especially from people who profess to love me. Perhaps that's entirely too naive or just plain stupid, but that's what I want. Like me, don't like me, I don't care but I'm going to be me regardless and they can either deal or GTFO. Men don't want intelligent, independent, open-minded women, at least not the one's I know. Oh they say they do, but it's lies all lies. They want women they can control, and I assure you I actually don't have an issue with that, you show me a competent leader and I'm happy to follow, but they are few and far between. Sorry I'm a little pissed off at the moment, in the event that slipped by you. I honestly never rant, but I'm just damn near thoroughly livid at the moment.
ESPY- sorry you're having a bad friday night. :smt056 Well, I agree to what you siad, lots of ppl are a-holes these days, but there is no point stressing over it. You cant change them and you can only be you. You've lots of great qualities and I am sure as heck there is someone out there who would really apprecaite all the wonderful qualties that you bring to the table. Fuck anyone who trys to change & mold you to what they want. Forget about the a-hole who tried to ruin your evening. Cheer up, take a nice bath, listen to good jazz and watch a good movie. . :smt058
tho I might not be a computer guru like ESPY, am kinda of a geek with high tech staff and have some decent comp knowledge. It is not really my computer fault. It is the IT ppl in the dept and they're not there tonite. I'm not gonna worry about. Que será, será
