What's going on with you?

really can't afford it, dear. I haven't started work yet, got 2 bucks in the bank, and over 11k in hospital bills from the surgery. Oh, and no insurance, period. If I go to the doc again it's gonna be even more money I'm gonna get sued over.

 

DH I'm sorry to hear that...

 

You don't get health insurance through the school?

 

It's available, but it's the same kind of plan you can get through shitty jobs like the one I'm trying to get...I can't afford it because I don't have a job, and even if I did it'd take everything I'd make just to pay for it monthly and on top of that the deductible is gonna be like a thousand dollars or something for a fraction off whatever's left after that...and that'd be even if I could afford to pay monthly for it in the first place, which I can't.

Guess it's a good thing I got a high pain tolerance. Cause if this...whatever it is doesn't go away by tuesday, I'm gonna have to figure out how to deal with this and carry trays of food without dropping them. At the moment, that's a highly unlikely possibility.

and thanks sonny.

 

You can't work if you're in that much pain, girl.

You can't borrow money from anyone? That's just horrible.

I hope that it works out very soon for you. :smt056 :smt058 I wish there was a way I could help you.

 

I hope you feel better soon DH. :smt056

 

There are no more options. My mom just filed bankruptcy, and I come from poor stock. I don't think anyone in my family has ever been above working class....ever, really. I'd give my left arm for a rich uncle somewhere.

I just wish I could have a miracle. I think I've used em all up, though. I need, like, a winning lottery ticket or some obscure stranger I met once who decided to leave me a couple million when they died.

 

You are smart, talented, and inventive. You'll find a way. I'm sure there are many people who will put you in their prayers from this site alone.

I hope that you find a solution soon. No one deserves to be in such pain and not be able to do anything about it.

 

Well if I was jewish I could sell my eggs for 10 thousand dollars. lol

I'm just gonna do what I done for the past few years. Suck it up and deal with it til it goes away, I find money for a doctor, or I die. Can't really do much else, unless I sell a kidney, and if it's my kidneys causing the problems then I'm outta luck on the black market! lol

Thanks doll. Especially for giving me something to distract me from being a sickly crybaby. Nate's had enough of that for the past few days, I'm sure he'd thank you for the respite as well.

 

Damn, I hope your pain goes away, DH. I hate dealing with constant pain.

 

DH: Have you tried looking for any free clinics? That's what I go to and your city is huge so I would be totally shocked if you didn't have one there. Let me know. Good luck and I really hope you will find a way to get what you need!!

I'm hungry!! I have to fast to have more blood tests taken this morning. But being on a third shift sleeping pattern means I'm sleeping when I could be eating. I'm hungry and it's making me nauseous and I have a caffeine withdrawal headache that's also making me nauseous. It's making me grouchy, heh.

 

lay off the caffeine Brits.
Its doing no good for you

 

Yeah, I must. It's on my list of things to do now. No more pop for Britty!! My doctor said that I should/could get some grape juice or apple juice and fill a glass 1/3 with that, then fill the rest with water and a bunch of ice (because I don't like water because it has no taste) so I'm going to start doing that. And I have to start exercising and make some diet changes because of my bad cholesterol and blood pressure. I got some blood pressure medication today. They took my blood pressure again and it was 153 over 97 so it wasn't as high as last time, but still high. I found out that my blood sugar is awesome/good/fine, which is good news Last time I went my blood sugar was like 92, and this morning when they checked it, it was 78 or 87 I think. We didn't really talk about my high liver enzymes now that I think about it but it's the reason why I'm not on cholesterol medication right now too. I have a whooole big bunch of appointments coming up, gas (in the car) permitting. That's it pretty much. OMG guess what! I'm going to be able to get my first pap smear in October, heh!! I really wish DH lived here, then she could get all fixed up like I'm in the process of. I really do.

 

Its glad to hear your ok.
But I wanted to ask you something about the Wiccan religion since you know about things like that.....hit me up.

 

Hello peeps. School is going great, but I'm extremely busy. I'm obviously not posting as much, but I have my eye on you!! Take care, everyone.

 

Kuntry!!!! I miss ya girl, I'm glad school is going well take care.

 

I miss you, too! I haven't been on yahoo in a good while. I'll try to catch you on soon. How are the babies?

 

They are good thanks hun, I changed my yahoo address I'll send you a request with the new one.

 

hey mama, i haven't seen you in the chatroom since the day i joined this site. How's things?

 

Got the shittiest schedule for school ever. All 8 week classes. At least I got some good lookin' honeys in my class, and this cute chick sitting next to me to stare at.

Funny shit today, though. I think I scared the hell outta some white chick at school. After class, everybody was walking out to the parking lot, and I went a different way, the same way I came in, and there was a girl walking the same path, in front of me. At this point, she's about 25 feet in front of me. She looked back, and she sped up a little faster, and when I turned the next corner, she had just turned the next corner, which meant she was like 20 feet further than before she started walking fast, and she looked back at me like 3 times. Real shit, her strides were like twice as long. Takin' hella quicker and bigger steps. By the time we get to the the parking lot, where there is a long ass straight away, she was like 150 feet ahead of me. I couldn't help but laugh out loud. I was like damn, I'm not gonna rape you woman. I guess the extra large sweatshirt with the giant hood up, and black pants didn't help though, but it gave me a damn good laugh.