What's going on with you?

Damn. I hope shit gets better for you.

 

I live in a shitty town, so there's not even a train station here. That's how shitty it is. The city is too expensive to live in at the moment, plus it would actually be more akward cause most of my family are here.

I don't really mind getting up or getting a bus. I just hate the fact the bus is crowded so some dodgy person sits next to me and I have like no room.

 

it happened that my socalled "MAN" left for Qatar and since the 12th of september i just go 1 call, 1 txt, 1email. I don't think it's normal. and i've kept waiting for him... i am an idiot. ....:sad:

 

Im sad for you honey, but you said it yourself that is not normal, not for a man that genuinely wants to be with someone, move on you can do better than that half arsed crap hes offering you.

Your a goodlooking girl it will be ok:smt022

 

Damn ThickShawty, I'm sorry to hear all of that. It will get better, it's GOT to get better.

 

and oh. i just found out that my uhm new EX is a close friend of another ex of mine. Sweet. I must go white, WDF.

thank u guys anyways... u r so sweet. :smt052

 

Sorry to hear about the ex business ThickShawty.

Tomorrow I am taking my ex's (who I found out was married) wife to the airport to confront him. Should be interesting. She asked me to take her there to make him face us. Meow, I like her a lot.:smt038
He's coming home from a work trip.

ciao!

 

It's ok ThickShawty. Come to America and I'll make it all better.


Thanksgiving was great. My friends (culinary students! So you know they can cook!!!) made an amazingly delicious feast for us all (there were about 8 of us) I made a dessert from back home that was a major hit (cultural dishes ftw!) and to cap off a great day my boys and I went to a strip club for a bit of relaxation. I put a dollar in the stripper's panties and she shook her boobies for me. It was a beautiful holiday.

Now I must check my email and shit before my internet time runs out, because the net went down at home and I don't know when it is coming back! I keep hoping it'll be on when I get back, but I doubt it.

 

He's an idiot :smt056

 

You are far from being an idiot. It's just hard to give up hope when you care for someone.

 

Do we get to read about how this went?

 

lets see my ex fiance, cheated on and dumped me after being together for 3 years, now she's with someone new just 2 weeks after dumping me, it's been 3 months and I'm still in the recovery process.

Last tiem I ever date a russian.

Life's great

 

I'm sorry. It's gonna be a while.

 

That sucks! I'm not sure why people want to cheat...

 

My ex & I were living together and he did the same thing, cheated on me and started dating a girl 2 days after. He'd been messing around with her for ages before.

 

I can tell you why.

 

Tell me Shoog!

 

Aww :smt056, Oh, and you shouldn't blame all Russians for what one (or even a handful of) Russian(s) did. I don't think you'd want a girl to tell you, "Sorry, I don't date black guys because one broke my heart before." Keep your head up. Someone goodlookin' as you, I'm sure won't have many problems finding someone new. Once you're ready and recovered.

 

One of my theories on why people cheat is because they are incredibly insecure and aren't getting the high maintenance ego-stroking they need from their partner. Just my idea which might change tomorrow.

The airport went as well as a hellish experience can go. As luck would have it, we (his wife & I) look very similar the major feature difference is that I have green eyes and she brown. We both (unplanned) had long red coats on too, lol. She put her arm in mine and we stood side by side and he saw us and almost fainted. His eyes started to roll back, he went as white as a ghost (he's caucasian) and had obvious signs of "fight or flight" sympathetic stimulation.

He was speechless and sheepish and didn't even look like the man that I thought he was. I saw him clearly for once and he was a pale, weasily, insecure little child. He stumbled over his words, it was not pleasant and I left after some words were shared.

As furious with him as I WAS, I do not harbour those feelings anymore. I am relieved that it is over. I'm not sure when I might start dating again, and frankly just want to enjoy myself without having a romantic relationship in my life. The only thing I will truly miss is having someone to go snowboarding with and fun dinners....

Meh, I'll figure it out

Take care all!:smt023

 

It is great to find clarity in such a situation. Keep your chin up. You will find someone to share your interests with and who deserves you!